...it has to.
I knew this time would come. But regardless the amounts of energy I've conditioned myself to not get hurt, it still hurts a lot. The feeling of having what you've known you whole life ripped into shreds in front of you is a feeling you can never ignore and run away from. I can't breathe. I can't see. I can't feel. I'm in a rut and I can neither love or hate anything. I am not happy nor sad. I am just blank. The only thing that allowing me to have a sense of hope is telling myself that this is for the better. In the end, everyone will become happy again. But till then...
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